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I wish...I wish...
I wish my heart would stop skipping a beat when you walk by
Wishing that you would just say Hi
I wish I had never met you that day
Because then I wouldnt have feelings in any way
I wish I could read minds
So I could know how you feel and leave this doubt behind
I wish you weren't so confusing
Because these mixed signals just arn't amusing
I wish I had the courage to ask you out
But I just have so many doubts
I wish I could get over you
But its as if my heart is stuck to you with glue
I wish, I just wish that you....
Could stop tearing my heart in two
Secret BattleMisunderstood, she tries to get by.
Smile plastered on her face,
Everything looks fine.
She laughs with her friends,
Nothing seems astray.
Little do they know,
She fights the same battle each day.
The monster inside threatens to take over,
Dragging her down with no promise of escape.
"I'm fine." She whispers,
As he laughs at her pain.
No one can save her from the bully inside,
Those words he whispers at night as she closes her eyes.
There's no getting better,
There's no breaking free.
He will win in the end,
It's destiny, you see.
She seeks comfort in loneliness,
On the outside she looks happy,
While inside she's weak.
The monster is winning,
He's breaking her down.
She cries out in pain
As she crumbles to the ground.
Sobs rack her chest,
There's no way to escape.
The monster smiles,
As the girl continues to break.
It's all an act,
A perfectly played out show.
Everyone fell for it,
No one would ever know.
Misunderstood, she tried to get by.
Jumping off cliffsFear is all I can feel
My friends say come on and pull me along
Staring down at my feet I shuffle along
Climbing up the stairs that seem to reach the sky
Finally we reach the top I just might die
People in front of me are laughing and smiling
I'm silent like someone waiting for a punishment
Every second seems like an hour
Now there is only one person in front of me
I wish I could turn back but I will never live it down
I take a step and suddenly I'm ..
Surprisingly I'm not dying I am flying
It feels like I have been flying for hours
But really it has been only seconds
Almost to the bottom
I tuck my head in and do a flip
Now I am divng into the water
My feet hit the bottom
Then I glide up through the water
Air rushes through my lungs
I'm done, I jumped off the cliff
And the first thing I say is " Let's do it again!"
Daddy I miss youDad, Its been 13 years now
13 years since you last laughed
13 years since your last tears
13 years since I last saw you
13 years since you last held me close
13 years since you last said I love you
13 years might seem like a long time
but to me it feels like just yesterday
It feels like just yesterday I was wondering when my daddy would come home
It feels like just yesterday that I realized that you never would
13 years of grief
While everyone else moved on, I cried
13 years of wishing you were here
Wishing that you could hold me close again
13 years of being fatherless
Wishing that I had someone to call Dad
Dad its been 13 years now
and im finally grown up
but I still miss you every day
As I will for every year to come until I see you again
RIP Anthony Charles Boisvert
Falling HardI remember when we first met
I was crushing on someone else
I didn't even pay attention to you
Until my friend who brought you introduced us
Then we started talking and
I fell hard
For a boy I hardly knew
Later we danced
I remember the moment like it was yesterday
Although it was months ago
We talked and laughed
And when the lights came on
We hugged goodbye
Later that night I couldn't help wondering what you thought of me
Then later that night you messaged me
At least you remembered me
Now it is months later and we still talk
But I can't help wondering what I wondered that night months ago
Wondering if you like me too
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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